Diary of a teenager ♥

but sometimes, they come back..

I honestly cried when our korean teachers left us. It’s really sad to know that it was the last time that we will see them. The last time that we could talk to them. The last time that we could laugh with them.

Pastel Sunsaengnim..
He taught me a lot of things. He taught me to be strong, in terms of confidence. He taught me basic Korean words and grammar. He even taught me how to ride a bus when I get to Korea. He told me what happened to him when he trained for military. He told me I could ask for advice if I’m going through a love-problem. He treated me as his dongsaeng ^o^ We listened to his mp3 player. He bought me Champ in jollibee (it was actually my first time to eat a champ. I don’t like it, I don’t like the vegetables.. before). I will miss the times when Kaka (korean guy) would enter our room and Pastel would ask if who’s eyes were bigger, his or kaka and I would answer, “sunsaengnim, you’re eyes are bigger O_O”. I will miss the time when someone would come inside our room and Pastel would ask me to say “chinda” (ugly person) to them. And I would always obey him. I will miss everything about him, even when he would stay outside their dorm and smoke. ========__________======== Kyaaaaa~~~ I’m so emo. LOL!

Sunsaengnim…
Annyeong kashipshiyo!

God has planned something for us…

We went to SM at around 11am just to buy the TVXQ Third live tour album. We were really excited to have that. We were lucky enough to get 5 posters since we bought 4. kkk xDD We were actually the first to buy (excited much?) the album.

We ate lunch at SM and headed to Robinson’s Bacolod to watch Christmas Carol. kkk.. It was a nice movie. Now, I realized I wanted to make animations too. work for pixar!

Around 4pm we went to Marot’s house. We, again did what a fan girl usually do xDD We talked about KpopTown (kpop club here in bacolod). When and where we will meet.

After eating dinner, we had a little talk and it turned into something BIG and SERIOUS. We realized that we were getting obsessed with KPOP and we tend to forget about GOD. Idolatry is a big thing. That’s when we realized that we have reached our limitations. We decided to quit kpop and fan girl. We cried hard. It’s really hard to let go of something that we are attached to. But at least little by little, with the help of God, we can let go.. We have already deleted KPOP stuff on our phones, laptop, and even on our online social networks! LOL..

TO:
Soojin Dongsaeng~~ dongsaeng, mianheyo.. I know you will feel sad and bad again.. But, we can still be your eonni right?
ChanMin Dongsaeng~~ mianheyo, I’ve only known you for like 5 hours.. You’ve been a good kpoptown leader? You have recruited so much kpop fans? xD I really wanted to meet you. let’s go out and eat Korean food sometime

Sorry for leaving you guys for a while. I was busy with my studies and somehow busy with my friends (fangirling). I really wanted to make blog posts but I cannot find time, so here I go again. Trying to be active in blogosphere. I just hope I can xDD

Anyway, exams will start tomorrow. I have 3 scheduled exams for tomorrow including Math109, RS2, and PE2. kkk xDD

Me and my friends had Korean lessons. It’s sad that it ended so soon. We only had 4 weeks and 8 meetings. Our teachers will flight back to Korea this coming Friday. I will miss them.. My Pastel sunsaengnim, kyoungMi, dave, sam, daniel, ann and james. I wish I’ve known them since before

It was really a hard day, at least for me or maybe for all the Cassiopeias.

I was really down when I read akp’s articles about TVXQ, which really made me cry. I know…we know that those articles aren’t true especially the HoMin article. I know SM just pushed them to sign it. F U SM! F U! >.<

I've finished watching TVXQ's Documentary. I cried from the start up to the end, then watched their live performance of Proud. I realized how much people cares for them (looking at akp's comments).

TVXQ is not going to split up.. no! never! They once said, they will stay together no matter what happens. Just always keep the faith.. TVXQ HWAITING!